my name is CHRISSY. 17. Music is my way of EXPRESSION. I want noting but SUCCESS. I never panic i PRAY ! W.o GOD im Nothing.
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im thinking this is a cry for help, im not sure. But Mid August of this year is when my life did a 360. Ever since then i have not slept right, my thoughts are everywhere, i have not been able to thhink straight, NOTHING ! My therapist says my dreams is telling it all. Well for the past months i started to have this dreams of suicide, rape, bugs, crazy creatures, someone chasing me, dead babies, car accidents, and the list can really go on forever. All im saying is my mind has been torturing me ever since that dayy i thought i could escape the memories from me as a child but for some reason it happens to me again but the outcome is much worse.
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soo my ex randomly text me “wassup beautiful” I started crackin up cause i was like i look like shit i had mayo and bread crumbs all on my face. Then he gets to tellin me how much he loves that im soo ambitious and shit… . . Umm thankss but the point of me telling yall this is a month before i was still pressed over him! If i wouldve seen his number pop up on my phone then my heart wouldve dropped now i was like OH ! thats me saying im OVER himmmmmmmm yesss *does carltons dance*